iz sharing this videoz of recordingz of me on some bad dayz with my Autism struggle, to leave behind a record of a real disorder an the harsh realityz of that real disorder; Autism iz not fake it iz a disorder an it can take away the mindz ability to function properly at any time with no warningz!! DO NOT MAKE FUN OF US …. HELP US!!!! plz listen to the song werdz i made-up that iz the whole purpose of the video ~THIS IS A COLLECTION OF VIDEOS THAT WERE RECORDED IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWING AN AUTISTIC BRAIN SEIZURE – THE THERAPEUTIC TRAINER IS TO RESTRENGTHEN MOUTH MUSCLES FOR CHEWING AND TALKING – PRESCRIBED BY PHYSICIAN. THE HEADPHONES ARE TO ALLEVIATE HEADACHES FROM OVER STIMULATED SENSES. THESE VIDEOS WERE RECORDED YEARS AGO. I DECIDED TO ADD MY HOME-MADE SONG DESCRIBING WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO OLD VIDEOS STILL ON THE COMPUTER HARD DRIVE – YOU WILL SEE FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN THIS VIDEO THAT WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR TAKING OF ME AT THAT TIME. This Is Uploaded For Autism Awareness Purposes Only, Thank You!~ jus once will the world see the whole picture of me, the truth of my Autism Syndrome on my bad dayz the dayz wen i forget how to do anything at all, an other peoplez haz to keep watch of me. – the equipment used iz recomended by Physician: Noise canceling headphones to ease trauma of over sensitivities, and a Theraputic Trainer to help retrain the mouth muscles hit by nerve disabilities – (the thing that looks like a pacifier) itz a speech trainer special ordered from <b>…<b>